Here is the post that I talk about my feelings. Some of you may just want to skip over, but I really want to get this down for the ole' memory bank. My feelings may be due to two big AWESOME changes that are happening in our house, but I think that even if these changes weren't occurring I would feel the same way.
The first big change is that as of last Saturday night when we got home from FL the Bug has been sleeping in his crib in his own room instead of our room in the bassinet. All week long he has slept 7-8 hours a night. This is sooooo nice only having to get up once in the early morning so that he will sleep a little later.
The second big change that I thought would never come is that Bebo is on his way to being potty trained. I started this past Thursday and wanted to give up. He is such a stinker about it. He tells me when he is going in his diaper and goes downstairs to go in his underwear when I am distracted with the Bug. Anyway today he has gone on the potty four times and I think he may actually be getting it. I am sure we have a long road ahead, but there is hope that we never had before. Here is where I start with the feelings. I have always been pretty content with my life and the way that things have played out for me and I have been happy with all of my life's happenings for the most part, but recently I have been feeling an overwhelming sense of love for where God has placed me. Now don't get me wrong, I have bad days still, but right now I LOVE having three kids and being with them everyday. I have always loved being a mom even though it is one of the hardest things that I have ever done, but since I have had the Bug and got through the hardest part of the baby (in my mind) I just LOVE having three kids. There are times when I need a break and times when I am tired, but I am so happy to have been chosen to be a mom to three wonderful boys. I have been sharing this with Fisherman and he jokes that it is because I am getting more sleep, but I really think this is what I was meant to do. I am so glad that we were able to have more kids. What a blessing!
This is Nemo or Nemoee or New Nemo as Bebo calls him. While in FL we were told about a Nemo that was found at a local shell store that Bebo would LOVE by his cousin so off we went. Bebo had some spending money from his Papa and Nana and I had a good guess that he would love nothing more than spending his money on a Nemo. He has been really into dolphins and Nemos lately.
So we took him home and Nemo has not left his side since. He gets lost and we have to stop everything we are doing to find him immediately.
Bebo has taken to certain toys in the past like a lightening McQueen car and a little woody that he took a lot of places, but he hasn't liked anything near as much as Nemo. The picture above is how we see him a lot. His blanket and his Nemo right by his face while he sucks his thumb. This is one of those toys that I need to hang onto for him. 
